Will We-?
Will We?
How can I make you promise me that our lives will stay the same?
How can I make you tell me everything will be okay?
And once again I find myself at a loss.
I don’t know how to tell you what you already know
I don’t know how to soothe your wounds
I don’t know how to make this better
I pray one day we’ll be together
But I know for now we can’t,
I know for now we cant.
And how can I let myself be happy,
When you’re hurting so deeply inside?
And is it possible to get over this, to forget about you…
Is it possible to just keep living my life?
Do I want to?
If only things could be so easy.
I like you and you like me.
If only that could be enough.
And we told ourselves we wouldn’t talk about this again
But didn’t say anything about communicating through our eyes.
And despite everything I can’t help but ask
Will we?
Will we still be friends, will we be okay, will we be together?
I know you can’t answer, I know you can’t
Because you promised me-
I promised me.
That it’s for the best.
That it’s for the best.
We need the time to live, to laugh, to breath
To untie the knots that form in my chest when we talk
To steady our pulses and ease our dreary sighs.
And I’m tired of hearing “Are you okay?”
No, I’m not.
I won’t be.
But I can’t say why…
Nobody can know.
They just can’t.
Especially not you.
I can’t tell you again how I feel.
I just can’t.
I can’t ask you to comfort me,
Can’t let this be a happy event.
I have to turn away to another-
But he’s not the other, you are.
Everyone is talking, I can hear them
But I can’t help you
Because the only way to help would cause more hurt.
But I need you.
And I know it.
But the recurring phrase must be-
Just not now, not now
Not now.
Will there be a tomorrow at all?
Will we….
Will we…